Ffolkes,
“When someone loves you for a long time,
really loves you,
then you become Real.
Generally, by the time you are Real,
most of your hair has been loved off,
your eyes drop out,
but this doesn’t matter . . .
when you are Real you can’t be ugly.”
~~ The Velveteen Rabbit ~~
Glacier melt run-off, Tracy Arm Fjord, Alaska…
Hajime…. Today didn’t begin well. I’ll skip the details, as relating them would only serve to reignite my feelings, which I’ve just managed to put back into the bottle. Suffice it to say, I’m not in the best of moods, and shall be making a strong effort to keep from allowing my human nature to assert itself. If I don’t, there could conceivably be much to regret tomorrow.
That said, I’ll also make another ruthless, executive-style decision about today’s Pearl, to keep this intro, and the closing section, short and sweet. Well, short, anyway. To do so is, in truth, quite a simple matter, which I should probably employ more often. I won’t, but, I should. But, if they all looked like this, I’d go off the deep end in a matter of days. Wouldn’t want that, would we? No…. So, let’s do this, instead….
Shall we pearl?….
“Anyone who has got a book collection/library and a garden wants for nothing.”
~~ Cicero ~~
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Image from http://www.flickr.com via Google Free Images
Given my incredibly foul mood, I’m going today with some relaxing mood music, that always seems to soothe my Celtic soul…. Enjoy!….
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Celtic Music
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Is It Alive?
Fighting into the light, words push hard to exist
each step closer to real brings another unique twist.
Shedding meaning for meaning, until bright, alone, and right
sculpting useless shapes, yet undefined, in pale morning’s light.
Never knowing the face is part of the lasting charm
bringing elegant focus, before sounding the alarm.
Advantageous time sends out messages, fears finding voice,
mulling options for flexibility, virtually without choice.
Fortunate man, who embraces the power of change;
’tis magical knowledge, bonding common to strange.
Weaving words of wonder, made strong by love and duty,
into a tapestry of life, and everlasting beauty.
~~ gigoid ~~
1/10/2013
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Naked Pearls
Notes on Life at Large….
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“I’ll talk a word with this same learned Theban.”
~~ William Shakespeare, King Lear, Act iii, Sc. 4 ~~
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“Character is who you are in the dark.”
~~ Lord John Whorfin ~~
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“I have not ceased being fearful,
but I have ceased to let fear control me.
I have accepted fear as part of life,
specifically fear of change and fear of the unknown;
and I have gone ahead despite
the pounding in the heart that says,
turn back, turn back,
you’ll die if you venture too far.”
~~ Erica Jong ~~
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“If you think education is expensive,
Try Ignorance.”
~~ Andy McIntyre ~~
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“As you go the way of life you will see a great chasm.”
Jump.
It is not as wide as you think.”
~~ Native American advice ~~
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“The psychic task which a person can and must set for himself
is not to feel secure,
but to be able to tolerate insecurity.”
~~ Erich Fromm ~~
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“If you can’t be with the one you love,
love the one you’re with.”
~~ Steven Stills ~~
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An it harms none, do what thou will.
~~ Wiccan Credo ~~
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“Here’s Looking at you, kid.”
~~ Casablanca ~~
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I stated above this would be short, so, short it will be. How short? This short…. I’ll be back, hopefully with a bit more positive attitude. If not, well, so be it. See ya….
Y’all take care out there,
and May the Metaphorse be with you;
Blessed Be, dearest Carole, Mark,Theresa, & Richy
and everyone else, too…
When I works, I works hard.
When I sits, I sits loose.
When I thinks, I falls asleep.
Which is Why….
Sometimes I sits and thinks,
and sometimes,
I just sits.
gigoid, the dubious
The *only* duly authorized Computer Curmudgeon.
PLEASE STOP READING THIS MESSAGE NOW.
“SCRAM!!!!!!!!!!”- Oscar the Grouch
À bientôt, mon cherí….
gigoid 
Celtic music….takes me back to my youth…and lots of fine whiskey….”If you love something let it go and when it returns you kill it for all the agony you have been thru”….have a great day….chuq
Workin’ on it, though it didn’t start well… I suppose it can only get better….
You have a good one, too, bro… I’ll try to get by, but, no promises today….
gigoid
So.. i see i was actually 5 behind.. time
really flies in the floW iN the Zone..
so here i come back to
the furthest pArt and
advance back
to second from
first and yes this
calls for a half time
song for the second
half that is longer than
the first.. so.. i’ll go with
the year 2013 and the
Super Bowl 47.. literALLy
and figurativELy.. A half time show
celebrating a real new sTArt now of
Apocalypse in lifting the veils of
Ignorance after the end of
2012.. per December
21st and all of that
say so
of
half
lower than
empty in end
of the world rumors
and wishes for folks who
do not find heaven on earth
here and wish for more in a sentient
star dust dirt nap after aS Such.. ugh.. hmm..
anyway.. is it no wonder there was incredible
motivation to migrate over to a New World to escape
the monarchies of religious rule ‘over there’ WitH a freedom
that is the God of nature for the free masons that founded
a country with the one eye of Horus Wisdom as planted
sTiLL on a Dollar Bill sAMe.. weLL.. of course not..
an iSREAL God OF Nature place whEre wE liGht
uP hUman potEntial toGeTheR BaLanCinG
iT all toGethER IS A new age oF
child-like wonder and amazement
that some of us already live in
noW iN metaphor of a rapture
as such to free OuRselves
from the matrix’s of bEfore..
anyway.. creative types.. all creative
open minded liberal types.. are most always
the first to escape out of a cave.. and explore
new heights of hUman poTenTial in an ongoing
Lombardi excellence that goes further than
trophies and championship rings
and other fleeting
memories of
material
stuff
that is
not the hiGher
hUman poTEntial
as FiRe of Excellence
insSidE of Olympic FlAme
torch that never burns out
aCross a lifetime.. in dARk and
liGht and ‘tween all of that in those
sHades of grey and beYond rainBow coLors
that can and will come with persistence of SeeKinG..
FinDinG this hiGher poWEr within.. employing it alWays
for free in constant practice toward greater heiGhts of liGht..
and sure.. Beyonce breaks through mainly in her art of dance..
thaT sets her apARt from the crowds of artists too.. in her formative
years.. sAMe as the other prodigy of Rihanna in her free dance too…
Whenever my wife really wants to get my attention in the iN ZonE noW
oF FloWinG creatiVity she juSt does the trick and treat of walKing past
me au-naturale.. gifted this way no less than Beyonce.. overall.. still at age 46..
so what does that do.. sure.. it raises healthy levels of dopamine in my bRain even
hiGher.. i AM distracted even hiGher in creative and productive ways and take my
art even hiGher
no different
than dance
niGht as
an all natural
pill of sorts too..
to fuel my creativity
the next day too.. here’s
the thing.. we are human..
these are the attributes that
increase human creativity
and productivity.. and not
to use our God given potential
in all the ways that comes.. is none
the less more as against God of Nature noW
as gifted in our higher potential of Human Nature
Now.. in other words.. consensual porn is holy and sacred
for those who use it as such in moderation to expand tHeir
holy and sacred huMan poTEntial now.. the advantage of
living with an iSREAL God inside as liGht instead of
ignorance As those Beyonce hips of dance liGht
me up all ready for the second half of this
no different than i somewhat manage
to liGht off the female audience
as such on Thursday niGht..
still at 56.. wHere the
nicest compliment
i received so
far was
when
a pretty
girl yelled out
to her friend.. that
is the kinda guy i am
gonna marry one day..
all based on my moves
of creativity.. oh.. the simple
trUth my FriEnd.. when we go
all natural.. liGht comes too.. in
all the ways for free.. it wasn’t quite
like what ‘that woman’ offered Whitman
in his day butt hey.. ain’t no grabs here..
jusT eYEs oF Love on FiRe in LiGht..;)
Creativity
is birthed
in Beyonce Hips oF all natural Love..:)
Hehe.. that makes this somewhat of
an XxL sized Haibun and American
style Haiku’s
too..;)
Now off to the
regularly scheduLed
Pearls of Wisdom
from
October
21st..;)
“When someone loves you for a long time,
really loves you,
then you become Real.
Generally, by the time you are Real,
most of your hair has been loved off,
your eyes drop out,
but this doesn’t matter . . .
when you are Real you can’t be ugly.”
~~ The Velveteen Rabbit ~~
My wife accepts all of
me and all of what i just
wrote about that means i am truly loved for all of what i am TOTaLLY FReEd…
hehe.. even with a bald spot on top from age 18.. but she doesn’t like me SWEATY..
some of my
friends
at the
dance
hall don’t
seem to mind
too much hehe.. yes..
i sweat like an ocean when on Fire..;)
“Anyone who has got a book collection/library and a garden wants for nothing.”
~~ Cicero ~~
Dont need
no books..
i AM A Book unfOlding alWays..
i love to read more to Book..;)
Change is the pill i love most..
without it.. i would still be dead in life..:)
“I’ll talk a word with this same learned Theban.”
~~ William Shakespeare, King Lear, Act iii, Sc. 4 ~~
i rather find
someone
lEarned different.. than sAMe..
to
grow
more
words..
as talk..:)
“Character is who you are in the dark.”
~~ Lord John Whorfin ~~
I didn’t kill anyone
in hell or even injure anyone..
physically.. at lEAst..
pat A dEvil on
A back.. i do..
foR aT
lEAst thAT..;)
“I have not ceased being fearful,
but I have ceased to let fear control me.
I have accepted fear as part of life,
specifically fear of change and fear of the unknown;
and I have gone ahead despite
the pounding in the heart that says,
turn back, turn back,
you’ll die if you venture too far.”
~~ Erica Jong ~~
A best place oF all is zero fear..
but that takes practice.. constant
practice in an ongoing place oF liGht…
i arrive
heRE
and stay so far..
aS iN the end of July 2013..
three years and three months of fear free..
NoW.. is surely
a special
year and
number
of
months..
3..3 too..
and A best with Pure
and somEwHat smARt LoVe2..:)
“If you think education is expensive,
Try Ignorance.”
~~ Andy McIntyre ~~
Easily meaSuRed
noW
iN Trump Bucks Lost..;)
“As you go the way of life you will see a great chasm.”
Jump.
It is not as wide as you think.”
~~ Native American advice ~~
The two innate human instincts
of fear from birth that do exist
is the fear of noises and heights..
i am fear
free as
i don’t
go near heights..
loud music stimulates
me.. but a cricket used
to sound like a freight train
back in hell of torture and hearing misery then..;)
“The psychic task which a person can and must set for himself
is not to feel secure,
but to be able to tolerate insecurity.”
~~ Erich Fromm ~~
Bullshit..
insecurity
is illusory fear..
when not instinctual
or real of course..
it makes humans
weaker in neurochemical
and neurohormone way..
not everyone
can escape
T H a T..
but i have
by facing
death
square in the
eye and seeing
it for the blessing
it truly is from suffering worst
than any death imaginable to the great escape
of void
that
some
folks see..
and no that cognitive
process is not nearly enough
i am fearless because i faced my
insecurities.. practicing them in real life
and extinguished them same in both a hazing
and adventure
therapy
aS SaMe..
sure.. same
as they do
to folks in
so-called secret
societies like Free Masons
and such.. i took it much much farther
than they
ever
dream
oF..
hehe..
and iT FucKinG
A works from A past Z..
and it’s still worth noting that
at one point my previous psychiatrist
said i had the worst case of anxiety he
had ever dealt with.. this coming from an Air
Force Major dealing with combat fatigue from
war and
associated
PTSD..
that i also
had along
with Panic Attacks
before i let all that go
as a practice and
continuing one of fearless now..
seriously.. even the physical act of
dancing 6000 miles of public dance
in martial arts and ballet-like dancing
in three years sounds somewhat daunting
but the strength comes from the fACT that
almost everyone would be terrified to dance at all solo.. anywhere at all..
truly
worst
than a fear
of public speaking.. overall..
that no longer scares me either..
hehe.. as long as i dance and sing togEtheR..;)
“If you can’t be with the one you love,
love the one you’re with.”
~~ Steven Stills ~~
i Love everyone
i’M with..
iT makes liFe simple..
And FucKinG AmaZinG2..:)
An it harms none, do what thou will.
~~ Wiccan Credo ~~
Add in Love
and
smART and heRe coMes Heaven..:)
“Here’s Looking at you, kid.”
~~ Casablanca ~~
i love
to look
at Beautiful Women
and they are all beautiful to me..
and some people
wonder
why
i sMiLe
so much
when i do this too..;)
Yeah.. my older female
co-worker gave me a bust
of an ear to ear smiling goofy statue
that said ‘keep smiling..
the boss
loves
idiots’..
hey.. what
can i say.. there
were so many pretty
girls at the Bowling Center then…
and sure.. at least one of them liked
my smile
enough
to marry
me..
happy
idiot i stay..
yes.. God of
Nature had a few
reaSons for me to work at that
place for the longterm miSSion.. i AM curRently aSSigned..;)
oKAy.. three down..
too up to stop..;)