Wait! Don’t shoot, it’s Bob’s uncle!…..

Ffolkes,

The life I lead now is much different from the one that I had back in the day, prior to the advent of the chronic pain with which I now live. For example, before the pain became a contributing factor, I could pretty much do anything, physically, that I wished to do. Sports, martial arts, camping, driving, cooking, virtually all of the activities I once pursued without a thought to how it might affect me are now proscribed, as being too painful to pursue.

Even activities such as walking are now limited to how long I can go without stimulating more pain, or becoming fatigued, which is the most common precursor to the upper realms of pain, otherwise known as pure agony, a state clearly distinguishable from any ecstasy, let me assure you….

I am not relating this to garner sympathy; thanks, but no thanks. I’ve had plenty of that, and would rather just get on with things, sans any more of it. No, I’m apologizing, in my own roundabout way, for my inability to sit and read the blogs I want to read, which I would very much LIKE to do….. I find, however, if I take that time to read, for more than just a few minutes, the pain takes over, and I have to get up and move around, or lie down until the spasms go away…. neither of which gets it done….. I have been hoarding the time I can spend at the computer for producing these Pearls each day; unfortunately, that is usually about the limit of what I can do, so, I end up posting, then having to shut down, or go do something else, because I am done with sitting comfortably….

Actually, sitting comfortably is what can be called a memory; there is no chair, and no position that can justify using that word, as it applies to sitting. It just doesn’t feel good after a couple of minutes, even with slight position changes every few seconds., and, unless some miracle happens to completely heal, or cure, the torn ligaments that are at the core of the issue, I can pretty much count on sitting comfortably again oh, say, in my next life, not in this one….

I’ve learned to be okay with that; I don’t piss and moan about it all the damn time, as I used to at first. I’ve accepted it as my lot, for having been so damn physically active when younger…. Yep, that’s right….. there is such a thing as being TOO active, according to my doctor…. Anyone who pursues a lifetime of sports or martial arts is TOO active, and, according to him, will pay a price in their later years for going too far when younger…. It’s not in the manual, but, it’s true, nonetheless….. and, if I am a typical case, then, he is right….

This is where the apology part comes in, to all of the bloggers I follow, and can seldom read…. It’s not as if I don’t want to read them, I just can’t sit long enough to get caught up to all of them I wish to get to…. I know there are a few ffolkes who make it by here every day, or nearly, and I really appreciate their custom…. Those who do come by often are also some of my favorite authors, so it burns my ass big time that I cannot get to their sites as often as I wish….. and, for this, I am sorry…. I keep hoping for a clear spell of pain-free time, but, since that hasn’t been fulfilled for over 8 years now, I won’t be holding my breath…. and neither should they…. I do hope they understand, though…

Now that I’ve bared my soul long enough to thoroughly embarrass myself, I’ll get on with today’s post, hoping I can last long enough to get some of it done before having to take a break from sitting…. I’ve been up 3 times already in composing this intro, so, it’s a bit dodgy today…. I’ll get it done, but, won’t be a happy camper for a while…. C’est la vie, reader-san!

Shall we Pearl?…..

Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.

It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.

~~ Emily Dickinson
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Obviously, ranting is out of the question when my back is like this; can’t sit long enough to get the outrage out onto the screen. But, Smart Bee has been pretty cooperative of late, so, we’ll let it pick out some nice pearls for your consideration…. We’ll make it a random, harlequin style pearl, with no set parameters, and see what happens….. Good luck, and don’t forget your lobster bibs….

I see my life go drifting like a river
From change to change; I have been many things –
A green drop in the surge, a gleam of light
Upon a sword, a fir tree on a hill,
An old slave grinding at a heavy quern,
A king sitting upon a chair of gold –
And all these things were wonderful and great;
But now I have grown nothing, knowing all.
Ah! Druid, Druid, how great webs of sorrow
Lay hidden in that small slate-coloured thing!

— William Butler Yeats, “Fergus and the Druid”

“All things are the same,–familiar in enterprise, momentary in endurance, coarse in substance. All things now are as they were in the day of those whom we have buried.” — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, ix, 14

“Half the work that is done in the world is to make things appear what they are not.” — E. R. Beadle

“Rights” is a fictional abstraction. No one has “Rights”, neither machines nor flesh-and-blood. Persons… have opportunities, not rights, which they use or do not use.” — Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”

Warning: Politicians can damage your wealth. — Smart Bee

The thief
Left it behind —
The moon at the window.

— Ryokan

“At this precise moment, no reproach proceeding from men or gods can affect me: I have as good a conscience as if I had never existed.” — E.M. Cioran

“The notion that faith in Christ is to be rewarded by an eternity of bliss, while a dependence upon reason, observation, and experience merits everlasting pain, is too absurd for refutation, and can be relieved only by that unhappy mixture of insanity and ignorance called “faith”.” — Robert G. Ingersoll

“As God is my witness – I am that fool!” — Gomez Addams

Wow…. a nine-star pearl! I’ve never made one of those before, but,  I think it came out pretty well, especially for the harlequin style…. I hope you enjoy consuming it as much as I did producing it…..
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So far today, we’ve had Yeats, we’ve had Dickinson, we’ve had Ryokan …. it must be time for someone equally spirited….

The Loser

Mama said I’d lose my head
if it wasn’t fastened on.
Today I guess it wasn’t
’cause while playing with my cousin
it fell off and rolled away
and now it’s gone.

And I can’t look for it
’cause my eyes are in it,
and I can’t call to it
’cause my mouth is on it
(couldn’t hear me anyway
’cause my ears are on it),
can’t even think about it
’cause my brain is in it.
So I guess I’ll sit down
on this rock
and rest for just a minute…

~~ Shel Silverstein ~~

from the book “Where the Sidewalk Ends” (1974)

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I’ve just taken a quick look at the news, and nothing outraged me enough to start a rant…. thankfully, as I’m currently not in the condition to do that without more sacrifice than I’m willing to endure…. This means y’all are the winners again today, as I’ll be going with another old-school pearl, which, though less straightforward in their approach to cognitive stimulation and/or attempted thought manipulation than are rants, they are patently less pompous by a factor of infinity; moreover, they’re guaranteed to provide fewer instances of mental heartburn…. In fact, a good group of pearls will actually cure baldness in adult males, given the right amount of faith…. or, so I’m told….

“You don’t fool me!! You’re not really an idiot!!” — Smart Bee

“The improver of knowledge absolutely refuses to acknowledge authority, as such. For him, skepticism is the highest of duties, blind faith the one unpardonable sin.” — Thomas Huxley (1825-1895)

“I’ll tell you what kind of guy I was.   If you ordered a boxcar full of sons-of-bitches and opened the door and only found me inside, you could consider the order filled.” — Robert Mitchum
(My hero!…. It has always been one of my life’s goals, to achieve this degree of “badass”….)

“I would far rather be ignorant than wise in the foreboding of evil.” — Aeschylus (525-456 BC) — Suppliants, 453

“After a while he realizes that she is beautiful – he just hadn’t noticed it at first.” — Lazarus Long

MAD, adj.  Affected with a high degree of intellectual independence; not conforming to standards of thought, speech and action derived by the conformants from study of themselves; at odds with the majority; in short, unusual.  It is noteworthy that persons are pronounced mad by officials destitute of evidence that themselves are sane.  For illustration, this present (and illustrious) lexicographer is no firmer in the faith of his own sanity than is any inmate of any madhouse in the land; yet for aught he knows to the contrary, instead of the lofty occupation that seems to him to be engaging his powers he may really be beating his hands against the window bars of an asylum and declaring himself Noah Webster, to the innocent delight of many thoughtless spectators.” — Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”

“Half of the American people have never read a newspaper.  Half never voted for President.  One hopes it is the same half.” — Gore Vidal

Some days, SB is just better than others…..
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I do believe I’ve done it, Olly!  It’s another fine mess, just rarin’ to get read….. well, ready to be read, anyway. Let’s see how that goes….

Well, it’s definitely a Pearl, and, until someone disabuses me of the notion, I’m going to consider it to be a relatively good one…. I like it, anyway, so that’s something…. Y’all can make your own decision on that…. See ya…..

Y’all take care out there,
and May the Metaphorse be with you;
Blessed Be, dearest  Carole, and Mark, and Theresa…
and everyone else, too…

When I works, I works hard.
When I sits, I sits loose.
When I thinks, I falls asleep.

Which is Why….


Sometimes I sits and thinks,
and sometimes
I just sits.

gigoid

dozer3

7 thoughts on “Wait! Don’t shoot, it’s Bob’s uncle!…..

  1. Reblogged this on gigoid and commented:

    Ffolkes,

    I’ve been busy with the three L’s (Living Life Large)…. Plus, SB’s in a weird place; the pearls it’s showing are all rather mundane. Here’s a pretty decent Pearl from 2013, while I was still an opioid addict, thanks to modern medicine… All over now, but, it made life interesting, to say the least…

    I’ll be back tomorrow, with a reasonably complete Pearl; for today, this will have to do, for all of us….

    See ya, ffolkes….

    gigoid, the dubious

  2. “Pain has an element of blank;
    It cannot recollect
    When it began, or if there were
    A day when it was not.

    It has no future but itself,
    Its infinite realms contain
    Its past, enlightened to perceive
    New periods of pain.”

    ~~ Emily Dickinson

    Sounds more like an absence
    of EmoTions creaTinG Pain..
    EmoTiOns cure..
    bottom
    line..
    when
    positive as liGht
    moves as trillions of
    peptide receptors in cells for
    metaphor of neurohormones
    and neurochemicals isREaL..
    if only i could have
    danced ‘naked’
    with her..
    or convinced
    her to do it.. she
    might have FeLT more.. and hUrt less..:)

    Hello gigoid.. alWays welcome Pearls of wisdom
    no matter Century.. Millennia.. or even
    Aeons of star dust
    sentient life..
    and what to say
    about ergonomic injury/PAIN..
    to the human form as structure
    from head to toe of repetitive restricted movements
    ranging from walking on sidewalks to
    constant trauma of martial
    arts and even
    traumatic
    brain
    injury
    of contact
    sports.. don’t do them
    of course.. don’t even walk
    straight for too long or one part
    of the body will get out of balance
    with the other one.. and next thing ya
    kNow we are no longer foragers moving
    in all directions.. inside.. outside.. above.. so
    below and all around like any galaxy mini-me
    human would to escape predator and capture prey
    invisibly expending the least amount of energy in center
    balance like the calm of Hurricane Winds of Energy as caloric
    intake is rarely an all one can eat sugars and fats prize from a Super
    Walmart all one can buy buffet of chips and sodas and stuff like that..
    Moving isn’t the problem
    How
    we move
    or don’t
    move is..
    at leASt that’s
    what my body tales
    me as i continue to get
    even stronger at age 56..
    never ever moving the same
    and sure resting my feet while my
    fingers take over.. albeit a ‘little’ too long
    as sitting down.. ‘they’ say now is worse
    than smoking a pack of cigarettes and sure
    it only makes since.. stuff moves to survive..
    in some
    ways
    at
    least
    of animation now..
    but what cha gonna do
    if that’s what you do to get
    paid to do to live.. action
    consequence..
    dark or light..
    positive or
    negative..
    it doesn’t
    matter how
    good we do the
    job.. it’s how the job
    does us in the end/
    Beginning of now.. mY FriEnd..
    there are cures so far beyond medical
    science that ‘they’ know not what they do..
    it comes from within2.. with no limits expected by oThers..
    @least
    for me..
    and nah..
    i did not alWays
    FeeL like a Lucky one..
    and nah.. never free..
    one must
    work
    even
    harder to heal..
    even if that means
    rest for 66 months..
    for those like me who faiLeD E-Scape..:)

    “I see my life go drifting like a river
    From change to change; I have been many things –
    A green drop in the surge, a gleam of light
    Upon a sword, a fir tree on a hill,
    An old slave grinding at a heavy quern,
    A king sitting upon a chair of gold –
    And all these things were wonderful and great;
    But now I have grown nothing, knowing all.
    Ah! Druid, Druid, how great webs of sorrow
    Lay hidden in that small slate-coloured thing!”

    — William Butler Yeats, “Fergus and the Druid”

    Move
    connect
    create..
    minus any
    one of those.. incomplete..:)

    “All things are the same,–familiar in enterprise, momentary in endurance, coarse in substance. All things now are as they were in the day of those whom we have buried.”

    — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, ix, 14

    That
    changed..
    except for Human Nature..;)

    “Rights” is a fictional abstraction. No one has “Rights”, neither machines nor flesh-and-blood. Persons… have opportunities, not rights, which they use or do not use.”

    — Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”

    A wrongest
    right not
    using
    rights.. so
    many folks JuST DOn’t DO..;)

    “Warning: Politicians can damage your wealth.”

    — Smart Bee

    And the worst possible
    thing they can do.. is
    convince you..
    you
    need it..;)

    “The thief
    Left it behind —
    The moon at the window.”

    — Ryokan

    Priest.. Scientist..
    Politician.. Philosopher
    etc..
    wHo
    stOld..
    Freedoms..
    i follow the moon..
    sHe aLways Glows
    when
    out from
    bEhind cLouds oF Lies..;)

    “At this precise moment, no reproach proceeding from men or gods can affect me: I have as good a conscience as if I had never existed.”

    — E.M. Cioran

    ‘Sorry’ that
    nothingness
    meditation cRap
    bores me to death as life..
    i’LL move and
    FeeL iT aLL..
    even the bad
    stuff
    outside
    for challenge
    for even more liGht
    ouT of dArk muse too..;)

    “The notion that faith in Christ is to be rewarded by an eternity of bliss, while a dependence upon reason, observation, and experience merits everlasting pain, is too absurd for refutation, and can be relieved only by that unhappy mixture of insanity and ignorance called “faith”.”

    — Robert G. Ingersoll

    Me
    means
    me..
    i have faith
    in me.. and
    that’s what ME sAid too..;)

    “As God is my witness”

    – I am that fool!” — Gomez Addams

    Amen.. God IS A Joke
    to me..
    as Long
    as i Laugh..
    God Laughs
    as mY Witness..:)

    “You don’t fool me!!
    You’re not really an idiot!!”

    — Smart Bee

    i’M reAlly
    good
    at
    this..;)

    “The improver of knowledge absolutely refuses to acknowledge authority, as such. For him, skepticism is the highest of duties, blind faith the one unpardonable sin.”

    — Thomas Huxley (1825-1895)

    onLY
    Faith
    i kNow
    iSReaL..
    ’cause i seNse
    And FeeL iSREAL..;)

    “I’ll tell you what kind of guy I was. If you ordered a boxcar full of sons-of-bitches and opened the door and only found me inside, you could consider the order filled.”

    — Robert Mitchum

    Robert
    Mitchum
    WAS A great actor..
    and great actors
    also
    sell cars too..
    the most cars.. that is..
    i hate buying shit.. i’M Free..
    and never ever a son of A Bitch.. at lEAst to mE.. he HE..;)

    “I would far rather be ignorant than wise in the foreboding of evil.”

    — Aeschylus (525-456 BC) — Suppliants, 453

    Judging from politics
    lately..
    ignorance
    equals evil..
    AKA
    Trump equals Minions..;)

    “After a while he realizes that she is beautiful
    – he just hadn’t noticed it at first.”

    — Lazarus Long

    Beauty IS A
    FeeLinG..
    an EmoTioN
    thaT groWs as FloWer
    or withers as hUman..:)

    “MAD, adj. Affected with a high degree of intellectual independence; not conforming to standards of thought, speech and action derived by the conformants from study of themselves; at odds with the majority; in short, unusual. It is noteworthy that persons are pronounced mad by officials destitute of evidence that themselves are sane. For illustration, this present (and illustrious) lexicographer is no firmer in the faith of his own sanity than is any inmate of any madhouse in the land; yet for aught he knows to the contrary, instead of the lofty occupation that seems to him to be engaging his powers he may really be beating his hands against the window bars of an asylum and declaring himself Noah Webster, to the innocent delight of many thoughtless spectators.”

    — Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”

    HeHe.. Ne0..
    A secret sMiLe
    of Mad..
    when one understands iNsane..;)

    “Half of the American people have never read a newspaper. Half never voted for President. One hopes it is the same half.”

    — Gore Vidal

    Jesus F. iN Christ..
    alMost everyone reads
    today.. a similar 33 percent
    or more..
    share
    ignorance..
    StiLL..
    Human
    Nature..
    free
    open
    vs.
    closed
    ignorant..
    And that’s genetics2..
    as living in caves is
    boring.. but there
    are fewer
    ‘Tigers’
    iN
    ‘THeRe’..;)

    “Some days,
    SB is just better than others…..”

    -gigoid

    SmArt Bees
    keep
    practicing tHeir Buzz..;)

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