A line in the sand is often indelible….

Ffolkes,

It’s one of those Heyoka days, as the Sioux used to say…. I think it was the Sioux, or one of the other tribes from the Midwest plains, who had the Heyoka concept in their pantheon of beliefs…. Heyoka most easily translates as “opposite” or “contrary to an extreme”…. A Heyoka woman, in their tribe, would always say yes, when she meant no, & no when she meant yes; she would walk backwards, talks backwards, and generally behave in a manner that was completely reversed from normal…. As can be imagined, it made for some interesting times around the old tipi….

I’m up at the usual time, but, so is everyone else, which isn’t all THAT unusual, just odd… The cat is happy, anyway, to have all her human toys awake and available to torment play with; for her, it’s cat heaven. I’m unused to having anyone around while I’m writing, so it’s a bit distracting, but not too much so…. just enough to complain about, as is my custom when presented with a glitch in reality’s normal facade…. I’m not a whiner, as such; I merely believe, as do cats, that it doesn’t hurt to let the universe know what you feel and think about things, with the bonus of getting it OUT of my head, and into the ether, where any negativity clinging to it can be dissipated….

This morning, though, everything seems to be a bit chaotic, somehow… or, perhaps a better word would be “unsettled”…. That’s probably closer to the actual “look and feel” of today (No worries about any suit from Apple on this, we didn’t get anywhere near THEIR “look and feel”…. HAH!….). The upshot of all this has  been to take a big bite out of my motivation… In fact, I almost feel like going back to bed, and may just do that after getting this posted….

In fact, since I’m suffering from this motivational mini-crisis, I think I’ll resort to a very early use of method #4, to get this ball rolling down the appropriate hill…. Hmm, I’m guessing, though, it will probably more resemble a the annual Rolling Cheese Chase in England, where all the crazy fools go running down a big hill, chasing after a rolling wheel of cheddar cheese (I THINK it’s cheddar….), in essence to see who is the fastest fool down the hill; the one who reaches bottom first gets the cheese as the prize….. But, it’s okay, I’m not proud, at least not in that respect, so…. just hang on, or sit down & strap in, ‘kay?….

Shall we Pearl?…..

“Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it.” — David Star Jordan, The Philosophy of Despair

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I’m a bit lazy today, as noted above; the coffee doesn’t seem to be quite getting me to where I need to go…. But, I found this older pearl, which is clearly one of the finest pearls I’ve ever done…. and THAT makes it an excellent one to recycle…. Enjoy!….

From 6/4/2012:

To make a long story short:  Once upon a time….It was a dark and stormy night……..and they lived happily ever after. — Smart Bee

And I oft have heard defended,
–Little said is soonest mended.

— George Wither (1588-1667) — The Shepherd’s Hunting

As he sat staring into the screen at the last two seemingly unconnected pearls, he began to laugh, slowly at first, then rising in pitch and volume, until the walls rang with the maniacal cacophony. “Madness!”, he thinks, “madness is here, and owns my wretched soul!” Caught in the maelstrom of his own inner conflict, he felt as if he were a drift of snow, blowing away in the howling winds, scattering to all parts of creation, never to be connected, or whole, again….

Yet, even more terrifyingly, Murphy’s henchman, the unthinkable terror of dissolution, holds him prisoner here, refusing to yield the pleasure of devouring every last bit of agony that can be dragged screaming from his beleaguered existence, keeping him anchored to the endless Now, with fear and loathing. Tears flow freely, long undefended by social convention, tears of grief for the lost possibilities, and tears of sadness for the loss of the years gone past.

Yet all things must pass….Remembering at last that the existence of pain is only confirmed by an equal amount of joy, the scale tips, and the duality of reality severs the hold of entropy on his emotions. The clouds disperse, and Murphy, well-pleased, slips laughing into the remaining mists….. Shattered and bloody, he sits, and thinks….

There you go…. long story short….

As long as we’re going insane, we might as well go the whole way. A mere shred of sanity is of no value. — Smart Bee

“Insanity destroys reason, but not wit.” — Nathaniel Emmons

I believe the word you’re looking for is ‘AAAUUGHHH’.

(Note from 2014: Obviously, I found the word I was looking for….)

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Once again, to avoid the possibility of anyone else catching blame for any of this, here is one of my older poems….

Savory

Blown across steppes of imagination, a spore
   finds a niche, takes root,
tries to live longer than now, before
   chaos/peace descends, and desire is moot.

Feathered into fecundity, another possibility
   builds a nest, hatches kin,
aims at immortality, sans responsibility,
   chance manifests, as it does, again.

Leading toward peril, entropy saves creativity,
   making tools, and lazy time;
solid signs imply such simple nativity,
   as another snitch drops his dime.

Subtle compassion billows, passion to unfold,
   covering hearts bloodied by time,
burning flesh made valid, unwaveringly bold,
   turning love to brilliant rhyme.

Years weigh lightly, supported by youth,
   gaining weight with each year,
only the old men know the actual truth,
peace comes only when we lose our fear.

~~ gigoid ~~

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Yesterday, I walked further than I’ve been able to walk for, literally, years…. Slowly, but with dogged perseverance, I walked all the way from my house, to the library, and back…. I had decided I needed to take more pictures, so I took my camera, a book to go back to the library, and headed out into the day, at about 0730, while it was still relatively cool….

It got up to the mid-90’s here yesterday, with the threat of that kind of heat again today…. In response, we already have all the doors & windows open, while cool, to keep it that way…. Later, when the sun comes up, we’ll shut it up, to keep that coolness inside for as long as possible…. We may not deal well with heat, but, between us, we’ve got enough years of experience to know how to deal with it as best we may….

Plus, yesterday, I got a bunch of pretty good shots, of which you’ll find five included below, each with a pearl, and a comment…. Enjoy, please….

June 8 2014 033“Anyone who isn’t confused really doesn’t understand the situation.” — Edward R. Murrow

Mr. Murrow has been around for most of my life; I seem to remember hearing his name on TV as a very young child, in the 1950’s, which is a fairly long time ago now…. This statement of his has also been around as long as I remember, accepted by almost all as gospel truth, and a pretty good indication of how most people feel about both the world at large, and their own lives…. I would like to point out, with some reluctance, that our beloved ruling class KNOWS this, and likes us to feel this way…. People who are uncertain, and a little afraid, are much easier to control, than those who feel a sense of confidence and hope.

I won’t rant on this, not now; plus, I’ve ranted on this often in the past, so my views are well-known, at least, around here…. Just be sure, if you’re feeling confused at what is going on in the real world, you’re not alone, and you are experiencing the same as most other folks in society…. just the way our beloved rulers like…. Hell, they probably feel a large sense of satisfaction, knowing the majority of mankind is so easily manipulated and controlled…. ‘Nuff said….

June 8 2014 035“It is important to do what you don’t know how to do.  It is important to see your skills as keeping you from learning what is deepest and most mysterious. If you know how to focus, unfocus. If your tendency is to make sense out of chaos, start chaos.” — Carlos Casteñeda

This is really an important lesson, and one that many in the Western world have trouble assimilating fully. It is well worth anyone’s consideration, as it is truer than most will believe on first sight; such is the value of serendipity in life. Beauty, like wisdom, can be found in the most unlikely of places, often when least expected…. As I walked home yesterday, I didn’t expect to see this little sphere, sitting on top of a metal pole, next to a building on the street where I walked…. The overall effect of the weather and time on the surface, of both the pole, and the sphere, turned it into a vision of exquisite beauty; it looks like an artist’s rendition of the mega-planet recently discovered by the Hubble telescope.

I can just see that sphere, just as it appears here, majestically swinging through space around another star, with its own civilization of people, who, hopefully, have a better grasp of virtue and responsibility that we do here on Earth….. Maybe, if we listen to our sages, such as Carlos, we’d have a chance to learn those values, to our benefit, rather than killing ourselves, as a result of the depths of our stupidity and contrary natures….

June 8 2014 012“As a net is made up of a series of ties, so everything in this world is connected by a series of ties. If anyone thinks that this mesh of a net is an independent, isolated thing, he is mistaken. It is called a net because it is made up of a series of interconnected meshes, and each mesh has its place and responsibility in relation to other meshes.” — Buddha

This small park in the downtown area shows perfectly how this works in the real world…. What? You mean you DON’T see the meshed net, with all its connections, all through this picture? Ah, then, I see now how life has become unknown to you…. Look again, ffolkes, the connections of which the Buddha spoke are all over this picture… Hint: one of them is the connection that society has to its members, which prompts the creation of inner city park areas, where people can gather, thus giving meaning to the word, “community”… That’s how it works, which, unfortunately for all of us, is NOT commonly understood… which is most likely why the park is empty….

June 8 2014 030“It is not every question that deserves an answer.” — Publius Syrus (42 BC) — Maxim 581

What more perfect quote could go with this? Obviously, the parasol needs no excuses, nor any explanations…. Such boldness deserves whatever kudos it can garner, and no one alive could possibly say this is NOT special…. I’m hoping it is still there when I go back to buy it; it’s perfect for my daughter for Christmas…. and, yes, I’m a sucker for the romantic era…. But, since I never question any of the qualities of romance in life, I never run up against the issues implied in this statement from Publius Syrus…. I don’t NEED any answers about that….

June 8 2014 042“There await men after they are dead things which they do not expect or imagine.” — Heraclitus

“What is inconceivable about the universe is that it is at all conceivable.” — Albert Einstein

The picture you see here is the first of many to come; I call it Pine/Fire/Cone/Hydrant, for lack of anything more original. On my camera safari yesterday, I found a pine cone, conveniently waiting for me underneath a pine tree on the street where I walked. I had the idea to use it as a picture prop, so, I will…. I’ll be seeking out different items and/or places to pose the pine cone (or, it’s smaller clone, which is easier to carry…. and will give y’all something to look for, to see which cone is up for the day….), with the basic intent to create images that will lend themselves to the process of pearling….

I think it’s going to work out very well; this one is so compelling an image for me, I decided it was worthy of a two-fer, and, it seems I was right, as these two are perfectly suited to the image, in my estimation…. See, now, there’s another unintended, but valuable, facet of this; you also get to see just how strange and, well, tuned in to entropy, my mind is on any particular day, as the pearls I pick for the pictures will provide you with very accurate clues…. This one is no exception, even if what it says about me is a little critical, or shall we say, it pulls to many covers? Sure, why not….

Any who, I hope you’ve enjoyed today’s little trip through the vast, empty landscape, that comprises the bulk of my imagination when pearling…. Maybe that’s not the best image with which to leave you, but, hey, gotta call ’em as I see ’em…. To prevent any further madness, I declare this pearl complete….

“Go into yourself and see how deep the place is from which your life flows.” — Rainer Maria Rilke in Letters to a Young Poet

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Some days, this process works better than others, a truism I’ve noted previously, but, which has no real bearing on whether or not it gets done. I suppose the effect it has lies in the quality of whatever comes out of my head during the morning’s leakage; when it goes smoothly, the Pearls seem a bit more coherent. It matters little in the final analysis, as it will get posted either way, to go along with our basic philosophy of “better out than in”….

Since there isn’t anything more I can damage, or, for that matter, repair, I will now go do what I can to prepare to get through today’s continuing heat wave…. It SAYS it’s only going to be 86, but, it’s only a bit after 6 AM, & there’s no fog…. That usually means it will get up to at least 90….  Now, where did I put that coma-inducing book I was saving for just this occasion?….. The coma state is the ONLY way to get through such days…. I know, I’m a native Californian…. I’ve got priors…. See ya, tomorrow, ffolkes, if I can keep from melting…..

Y’all take care out there,
and May the Metaphorse be with you;
Blessed Be, dearest  Carole, Mark, and Theresa…
and everyone else, too…

When I works, I works hard.
When I sits, I sits loose.
When I thinks, I falls asleep.

Which is Why….


Sometimes I sits and thinks,
and sometimes,
I just sits.

gigoid, the dubious

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2 thoughts on “A line in the sand is often indelible….

  1. Reblogged this on gigoid and commented:

    Ffolkes,

    Good morrow…. Event in the BBR today are legion… Well, not exactly, but, ’tis enough to keep me busy from now until I’m done with it. This leaves me not enough time to complete the Pearl started yesterday, so, I’m re-blogging again, simply because I can. This Pearl is a pretty decent one from 2014,which didn’t get much traffic, though it’s not shabby at all. I gave up trying to figure out why that happens, but, will give it another chance today to see if it won’t do better. I’ll be back tomorrow, come hell or high water. Until then, I hope you enjoy today’s interlude…. Have a good Saturday, in any case….

    Blessed Be, y’all….

    gigoid

  2. Hey oka..
    hehe.. i mean
    Hi gigoid..
    and
    Heyoka
    i’ll be as continuing
    sacred clown as human
    archetype of course with
    a Great Great Maternal Grandfather
    pure blood Sioux line too.. not
    that any
    one
    cannot
    be an indigenous
    Indian of the UniVerse wHOle..
    and yes.. of course more than
    what big big telescopes and
    Hawking Brains see..
    culture is insane
    as spoken
    to before.. at the 16
    year point of 19 years of
    school altogether.. several severe
    depressions that came out of the not
    so azure blue in separation from the
    art of moving.. connecting.. and creating..
    i sAid FucK iT aLL and go to the Beach.. and i say
    thaT loosely as that voice came deep deep within
    below the rider me and more paRt of the Camel and
    Elephant sAMe that holds uP words of hUman more alone
    than allone in perceiving more of reaLiTy and existence now
    from head
    to toe
    and more..
    i just walked and walked
    and said fuck the rest.. of course..
    still living at home with my mama allowed
    that privilege to continue to live.. to let go of the
    perfectionist Nature and never giving up the ‘goal’..
    that others set for me.. the hard part but yes.. i let go..
    and what came next was an adventure mostly within..
    those places where no human you..(me) have
    gone before.. i drove slow in the left lane
    and held traffic up.. i went
    back to
    the smaller
    Junior College
    Philosophy class and
    did an impromptu lecture
    on how my name literally spelled
    backwards sounded a lot like name hell..
    and after that i ran in reverse all around the town..
    just ’cause it felt good.. and to say fuck all this shit that
    was driving me down down down again.. i even went
    to a parade in war (clown) paint.. never hearing about
    the Heyoka Human archetype then.. and yes..
    like Britney ‘shears’.. i wanted to
    shave all the hair off my
    head.. including
    the eye brows..
    just to escape
    even more i guess..
    that’s the thing.. when you take
    it all in.. it’s not so much that you’re crazy
    you just come to find out you know too much
    and you’ve let it just go.. to be free again of all of much..
    the Bowling Center was great and so was a change to three
    other majors at one time in school.. and i finally got it all together
    in a place of keep it simple enough to thrive.. then the flood came in
    again.. i got lost and now the clown of me is back again.. it’s a circus my
    friend..
    the
    really
    smART folks
    just plaY in it..
    for fun..
    no
    matter what
    dARk surrounds
    as focus liGht in terms of liFe
    thaT feelS and senses more than dARk..
    and then.. i danced in reverse all around
    a thirty mile regional area.. if nothing else..
    i showed folks joy for nothing aT aLL butt free..;)

    “Wisdom is knowing what to do next;
    virtue is doing it.”

    — David Star Jordan,
    The Philosophy of Despair

    Nike lives
    in all Jordans..
    And stars of David..
    All BaLanCinG AcT
    in divine
    feminine
    and masculine
    way..star up
    star
    down
    star one..
    as two pyramids become one..
    or triAngEls oN a pAge of sAGe..:)

    To make a long story short: Once upon a time….
    It was a dark and stormy night……..
    and they lived happily ever after.

    — Smart Bee

    Now
    of
    course..:)

    And I oft have heard defended,
    –Little said is soonest mended.

    — George Wither (1588-1667)

    — The Shepherd’s Hunting

    Just
    do
    it aGAin..:)

    As long as we’re going insane,
    we might as well go the whole way.
    A mere shred of sanity is of no value.

    — Smart Bee

    It’s
    true..
    a shred can/WiLL
    have fun when unplugged..;)

    “Insanity destroys reason, but not wit.”

    — Nathaniel Emmons

    ReaSon ofTen
    destroys
    potenTial
    for smiles
    and laughter..
    exceptions do rules.. too..:)

    “Anyone who isn’t confused really doesn’t understand the situation.”

    — Edward R. Murrow

    Don’t need
    to understand
    Joy..
    just do it
    when all it takes..:)

    “It is important to do what you don’t know how to do. It is important to see your skills as keeping you from learning what is deepest and most mysterious. If you know how to focus, unfocus. If your tendency is to make sense out of chaos, start chaos.”

    — Carlos Casteñeda

    In other words.. either
    dance or run all
    around noW iN
    Reverse.. hehe..
    as chaos
    becomes
    even
    more fun..
    iF one escapes
    all doubt.. fear.. and shame..
    the ends to the mean Backwards..:)

    It’s Hilarious.. my
    friend.. how
    easy
    it is
    to miss
    the essence
    of Happy and Free
    over doubt.. fear and
    shame.. under traditional form(s)..:)

    “As a net is made up of a series of ties, so everything in this world is connected by a series of ties. If anyone thinks that this mesh of a net is an independent, isolated thing, he is mistaken. It is called a net because it is made up of a series of interconnected meshes, and each mesh has its place and responsibility in relation to other meshes.”

    — Buddha

    THeRe is
    no only
    in
    ‘this’
    place..
    or last or
    firsT all n aLL..
    otherWise lonELy
    aWay from allone..:)

    “It is not every question that deserves an answer.”

    — Publius Syrus (42 BC) — Maxim 581

    kNow
    IS A
    millstone
    without water..:)

    “There await men after they are dead
    things which they do not expect or imagine.”

    — Heraclitus

    Milhous
    Nixon Richard
    wire tapping to see now..:)

    (in reAlly loose association)

    “What is inconceivable about the universe is that it is at all conceivable.”

    — Albert Einstein

    Yeah.. NoW
    Jesus F in Christ..
    People are living
    Miracles
    and
    they
    still don’t
    Appreciate..
    Heaven.. here..;)

    “Go into yourself and see how deep the place is from which your life flows.”

    — Rainer Maria Rilke in Letters to a Young Poet

    A place
    one can
    name
    God
    or not…
    never the
    less that place
    exists when sought and found
    and more importantly.. enjoyed to the MAD MAX
    OUT
    OF THE
    desert
    soils
    of
    Pain..:)

    Nice to see ya gigoid..
    Gotta get going to the flesh and blood
    moving.. connecting.. co-creating stuff..
    further
    than
    fingers
    and ‘tween the ears..;)

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